A little bit of hopeless
I don't pretend to be sorry for my situation, far from it. I just take time to reflect where I am at. It has been a long road so far. Some straight and narrows with quite a few curves and bumps along the way. I'm a mother of 4 and a wife. I have a job as does my husband. My oldest started college at a wonderful school in Hollywood this year and my oldest son will be graduating basic training at the end of this month serving in the Army National Guard. I still have 2 at home, a son and a daughter in middle school and grade school. As I look at my life and care for my children, I can't help but wish I could give them more. With this I must explain. Due to job losses and subsequent home loss, we were forced to be homeless a few years ago for a few months ( we camped on a family members property). Thankfully we were ably to get new jobs and into a house. A few years ago. But I cannot call it a home, because I do not love it. This was a desperate hose for a desperate situatio...